He suspected that when would the fourth semester of his college career, things would be clearer, or perhaps less turbid. But also suspected that his mind was like the weather: a catastrophe. (Such a system as chaotic and inadequate inajustable all of us to turn our lives unbearable.)
if repeatedly lamented the ineptitude of his meditations, was because his life as he was living, did not lead nowhere rather than walking in circles to make holes in the ground. Pirates holes filled with treasures that will never be discovered.
-filled holes. He thought. There is nothing came to mind more than the absurdity of death buried alive.
And only. ------------------------
Dear Diary (the Exile):
I went to college just three weeks ago, those cold aisles, and those hot rooms that smell like smoke. And there are so many, many voices, many different minds, many hands greeting each other, and even college life and that is usually that of a lone ranger. And do not say because it is a potentially antisocial, but because you can not feel comfortable with anyone looking for those directions, much less if we talk about seventeen thousand students, each very much in the orbit of the planet.
last no more than two weeks after the intense cold, light rain and a trivial no jacket, I was cold for almost seven days, in which the world looks as if it were different: schoolsthe bed-food-bed ... and loneliness. Body temperature rises to significant levels, an inevitable stop listening ear, the voice becomes increasingly silent, and when one is looking in the street probably think, is screwed.
Ten of the morning math class.
The teacher writes: "Mathematics is a series of platitudes." And I looked at my notebook and I felt lost, not knowing what to do, where to go, what to delete. A not-knowing.
eleven were made, the room emptied, was erased the blackboard and that phrase was and just in our stupidity to the world very abstract, but ultimately trivial. Unveiled
days give the task. Only I know that is incomplete, and only I'm sorry I did Suddenly having
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