I'm sitting in a cafe eh not been in years. I feel weird because you have not get up early are the percent 10:26 a.m. and the day is going slowly. Eh I'm shaking and ultimately noticed this especially when I am alone. Wax my subconscious knows that it will for a long time and I have to feel comfortable in my own skin. Also I am getting the idea that now I can only see what [I] want in life is certainly not easy. Is a transition in my life that I hope to last this long process the result is positive. I look around while I sit withmy tea with milk ace good company. I see students with their computers and books (studying as I did before) and for one minute miss that feeling. Just being in this environment makes me want to apply for grad school. It's the only thing ... the study. Especially horita that eh finished my degree and the economy is shit (I'm frustrated to be home and wait for my dream job, apply and nothing.) I'm domesticated'm used to being independent and now I'm in a position to graduate, unemployed, broken hearted and feeling guilty about living with my parents and can not help them financially. These are hard times and I'm not protive. But being around students and in front of UC Berkeley gives me quiet little hour. I'm applying to places near the campus and so take advantage of coming to this old coffee eh not greeted in years. On a day like this I feel happy and at the same time flagging. Suddenly comes to my mind the sign of the London underground and my sadness turns to happiness, for a moment my mind takes me to that place in the kitchen with all my flat mates talking about waves go to eat while hot water my third tea. And suddenly everything will be fine ... if everything is ok.
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